I feel I'd been holding myself back from doing what's best for me. Things take away from my sense of self. I need it more than anything; a handle over my own life... Not as a follower but living by the heart; my own, in alignment with something greater being inspired. I love this chance to live it. No reliance on anyone, but trust in my living by what I feel I've always wanted to feel. Grace, truth, freedom, sparks, peace, light, transparency. A symphony of feelings. For my creator, for me. Love.