Wednesday, February 9, 2011

The ground you have

Whenever I was able to go fruity, it was always from an inspiration I could harness. I don't think it could happen beautifully if I focused on rules and on the outside. Too much beauty to be appreciated : )

I recently came from a not-good place. Announcing it, even if just for a social update, puts the focus on something unworthy. Unless I can know that what I *tend* to do is not where I am coming from, false factors get involved in the process.

I want to be truthful in all I am, all I say, all I do.

Thank you for signals, for feedback, for the listening-sensing being that allows for sight.

With ♥

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

Clear and Right

You have to do your best... or you will be sorry!

You have to find it and you have to live it. It has to work.

Don't fill wrong with more wrong. Make it all right.

What's scary is you're the one that has to decide it and make it work with your part.

When you exercise your will it becomes sovereign, and things follow suit.

Sunday, February 6, 2011

Aye yai yai

I have a wonderful husband. I have a gorgeous, sweet, happy daughter. I am happy.

Still, I know this is not all there is. I know there is misalignment with my spirit that is being ignored. I know I am not living to my full- what is it? Potential. It is one thing to ignore it, calling it a nuisance. To go off into isolation and try to be "free" from the world and the body, but I think that is not what our highest consciousness would have us do. I think Jesus was conscious and became such a public figure because it did not let him rest in the way things were, in the way people dealt with what they thought life was about. In that sense, I see why such people like Jesus are as salt of the earth. They care about souls. Just because they know how to live their lives in peace and love won't mean they'll isolate themselves and try to wall off the mess they see- they will bring betterment- what is needed to those who need it. Giving to them is just like giving to themselves, they really care for others like they do for themselves. How easy it is to get caught up in materialism and the self and think that's all there is- reducing our level of consciousness to our own experiences.

I think we are amazingly conscious of life... as children perhaps we saw and knew more than we thought we should have... but easily fell into what "fit" instead of living by consciousness. It really is hard not to.

Back to my fruitarian trials. I wrote publicly that I wanted to even if it lasts only for a short while, I still want to.